ANTONYA BEAMISH

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‘Something Ain’t Right’

To stand down and do nothing?
To stand down and say nothing?

Let me tell you:
Some people just don’t have that choice: The old souls that arrived prior to the spiritual awakening.

Override the calling of the soul and thereby the collective suffering and deceit and slip into cold comfort on the account of nothing changes? While jokers are playing the good souls for another round in their disgusting little games.

Not the Warriors with the seed of divine justice in their souls and hearts. With the ability, across emotions, to put their finger on the weak spots of the Matrix. Being able to see into more or less any given construct and sensing: Things are not cool here – Something Ain’t Right.

We can call them what we want but no labels will be sufficient.

Truth seekers, keyboard warriors, trail blazing awakeners, spiritual warriors, who give a little more attention to the overall health of this planet and its inhabitants than: ‘322 ways to use Baking Soda.’

Let me be very clear on The Warrior Energy – You only have it when you have something to lose. Lots of folks calling themselves Spiritual Warriors are all locked up in pretty conformity, all safe or hiding behind distortion.
It has nothing to do with the Spiritual concept of: Warrior Energy.

It’s a matter of what and not who you are.

Didn’t  you come to share a sense of wonder?
Didn’t  you come to lift your spirit high?

It all comes down to you, Dear Reader. The final frontier.

Some people do not have the choice of conformity.
Some people have to fight to make things right.
Some people have to suffer to understand suffering.
Some people have to let out what the warrior soul in them calls upon them to call out of the bushes of shadow (shallow?) existence.

Not ego trapped anymore, but between a rock and a hard place in order to stay sane, healthy and loving.

Maybe that doesn’t go for us all, the souls have many spices to them.

The warrior soul.
If you have it – you have it – and if you try to block it, it will torment you. I’m talking about the hurt that will emerge, the gap – the void – the pitch god damn all absorbing blackness – that will cover you from head to toe if you hold back on that warrior energy. Some would call it your shadow. It is not your shadow – it is also your light.

You can’t suppress it without severe consequences, you might feel that you’re heading for the cuckoos nest, since you will disintegrate in any known or unknown psychological and spiritual construct that would determine your sense of leading a meaningful life true to your inner self. Ring a bell?
No spiritual bypasses here.

So something stirs inside and tries for the light.

What could be holding you back, since I know that if you hold the warrior within you down, you will basically just be flushing your ego with discontent on a daily basis. Something Ain’t Right.

– Fear?

I truly respect that.

But is it fear of external judgment? If so – you’re trapped. Let it go.

Political correctness. Well, it makes no sense trying to be politically correct in a world woven by the construct of political incorrectness. The servants have the power – Pulling poor blankets over our sailors.

So I think it’s fair to say – don’t even try. By sucking up for popularity, wanting to be loved and adored from a distance. That is Maya. Maya is Sanskrit for Glamor and Illusion.

That process will dissolve you into fragments of Ego mistaken for the Soul and Fragments of the Soul being mistaken for Ego.

Consolidate these vehicles Soldier and you will integrate within yourself. We can’t afford any more doubtfulness as to what is in our core.

We can stray and seek approval for the warrior soul in various spiritual directions – but that won’t help us. Why use your combat skills in shadow boxing, when there’s plenty of distortion under the disguise of light?
Doesn’t make sense.

Happy?

Basically ‘Happy In The Matrix’ is defined as the absence of unhappiness. The same with Health – which is defined as: The Absence of Sickness.

The Warrior thrives only in the absence of Bullshit on multiple levels.

The one sole thing that defines unhappy, mundane or spiritually, is the river of tears, the self imposed inner torment, not knowing if you’re within the God-force you feel you resonate with, is if you stray from that magnetized core within your soul to call out the warrior within your being.

It might be on a minor scale, you may think. Let me tell you – Nothing, nothing is this world is a minor thing.

If you move one stone from a mountain, that mountain isn’t the same anymore. If your ambition calls you to only deal with the warrior inside you, so that you can get attention and recognition, you’re trying to carry the mountain, and you maybe have missed out on the fact that other souls are moving stones and rocks too, all synchronistic. The ‘truth’ isn’t singular – it is multifaceted and only you can move the stones that catch your attention. Others will see what you don’t see and they are also called out to join the demolition crew and rearrange the stones into one mighty collected sky reaching mountain.

One fine day – we will all climb to the top, the peak of a new fine construct and feast our eyes on the delicate beauty of new horizons.

If you lose yourself, your courage soon will follow, so be strong and remember who you are.

We are all midwifes in this. Delivering an infant of whom we have no knowledge but a vision. And it is the warrior’s trade: We know why we fight, we hope for the outcome. If we do not know why we fight, we have lost already.

The only thing we really have to determine is: Is this world alright.

In a way it is, if you make your personal world alright. Because movement is: That if your personal world is alright, you will fight for it collectively in any which way you can.

As a warrior, a big part of your courage is the ability to put yourself out there, often making yourself a target for far away laughter.

Solid advice: Don’t give it any attention, it’s a test.
No more doubts.
No more quests for glory and fortune.
No more heartache and the loss of hope, wandering in the hopeless night, sleepless and bewildered.

The glory and fortune and purification the inner worlds have to offer are well worth seeking. The treasures of the Golden Caves. The treasures we once buried in times of ancient at the bottom of The Big Blue.

Align with it. Listen to it. The warrior within our being.

Release/unleash it and this planet that’s already shaking plenty (Gaia calling?) will stand by you as the inevitable critical mass of battlefield approaches.

Whether it be in the South China Sea, a point 9 quake in California ore some ghoulish blogger messing with good people.

Collect and bring forth what’s in your soul and you will withstand anything that this insane system can hurt you with, since hurt on a mundane scale is an illusion if we truly know that we are eternal. Align to these crazy times in synchronicity with Gaia, her animals, her flowers, and you will be safe within yourself.

The only safety worth seeking.

Obey, only your soul. Love what you can and try for the rest. Do not fake it.

Let the warrior in you rest when it needs.
The true warrior knows that the absence of battles are the most cherished.

The Yin and the Yang, Ei?

©2016 Soren Dreier