In this post I reflect on my five years of sobriety and the decision I recently made to drink once more. I explore the emotions of guilt, self-awareness, and personal growth, sharing how I learned to trust myself and embrace freedom from labels, control and fear.

Exploring the impact of 12-3 Soul Contract energy on impatience, urgency, and burnout, and how this energy drives avoidance, addiction, and a fast-paced life. Explore your own Soul Contract to gain greater self-awareness and achieve personal healing and growth.

I was never an alcoholic, but in the years leading up to my final decision to cut alcohol out of my life for good, like a bad ex boyfriend, I started to have a funny feeling around alcohol. Drinking was becoming slightly tainted. Something that was fast reaching its sell-by date.

One year ago I decided to stop drinking. Here's what I learned along the way and why I believe being sober is the best thing for my wellbeing.

When I gave up drinking alcohol after listening to my intuition, I never expected I would be writing this post 250 days into my sober journey.