Feel at home in yourself and your life.
Through Soul Contract Readings and Divine Healing, I help sensitive, spiritual souls uncover the patterns shaping their lives, release what’s been holding them back, and reconnect with who they truly are - so they can move forward feeling lighter, stronger, and more aligned.
Do you long to feel more connected, peaceful, and at ease within yourself?
Life can feel heavy, messy and overwhelming, and it can seem like you keep getting stuck in the same patterns. Many of us also resist fully being in life - emotionally, physically, spiritually - because it feels too raw and too hard.
But what if there was a way to see what’s really happening beneath the surface, and gently release the weight of it?
Through Soul Contract Readings, I help you uncover the hidden energies shaping your life, your strengths, your challenges, and untapped potential. Through Divine Healing, we then gently release the programming, beliefs, and trauma that keep you stuck, disconnected, or resisting life.
This isn’t about fixing you. It’s about creating space to see yourself clearly, reconnect with your true nature, and feel lighter, freer, and more at home in yourself.
Discover how you can work with me
Soul Contract
Reading
Gain a deeper understanding of your soul’s journey and lasting insights as you uncover your unique strengths, challenges, and the path you’re here to walk that will stay with you for a lifetime.
Divine Healing
Sessions
Powerful clearing, on an emotional and energetic level, to dissolve and release the programming and blocks that are holding you back, so you can discover freedom and lightness in your life.
Lightbody
Sessions
Moving from healing into awakening, Lightbody is a six-part journey of deep activation to dissolve the illusion of separation, realign your body with Spirit, and embody more of your Higher Self.
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"Antonya is an incredibly gifted space holder, she has helped me understand why I feel the way I feel and illuminate what I needed to see. I feel so held by her, her gentleness makes me feel so safe, her laser like precision gets to the core of an issue without a flinch, in the most kind and loving way."
Alex C, UK
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"For people who are not sure about what they want to do I think it would be huge. Everything is in the chart, it's mind blowing, honestly.”
Karim N, UK
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“This lady is magic.. I cannot rate her highly enough.”
Chris J, UK
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"Antonya is a warm and nurturing person, she made me understand my struggles...those numbers are accurate in describing the personality… She let me see the big picture and understand more why we are here or what we need to work with to be the best version we can be."
Arlette D, US
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"I am blown away by how accurately you have picked up on the deeper aspects of who I am. It's just been so insightful to learn what's really driving my life and what the opportunities are for growth -- it's like a roadmap to living a fulfilled and spiritually successful life. What a relief to know what I'm really here to do, and what my gifts and talents are! Amazing!!”
Trudie M, South America
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"She is extremely skilled in what she does which is having the ability to access the source of problems and to resolve them. After just a few sessions I have found the results to be life changing offering a joyous freedom.”
Penny P, UK
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"Antonya is wonderful. She is a lovely, gentle soul who shares her extraordinary wisdom in a way that is easy to understand and integrate. If you are wanting to work with an exceptional, insightful healer, work with Antonya. You really won’t be disappointed.”
Francesca N, UK
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“I cannot put into words how much Antonya has helped me, I feel so much lighter and better equipped to deal with all my issues. Her kindness, compassion, dedication and skills are so rare these days. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.”
Tracey W, UK
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“I booked a session with Antonya with very little knowledge of what I was to expect and it’s fair to say I was totally blown away."
Marie C-D, UK
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"“Antonya is not only such a pure JOY to work with, she is also incredibly knowledgeable, in-tune, intuitive, kind and compassionate. She holds an very safe and nurturing space, whilst also sharing the perfect degree of clear insight, guidance and support. It's rare to find someone so generous, kind and light, who also knows how to apply their power with so much grace. As a fellow Soul Plan practitioner, it's also been super cool to dive deeper into her school's approach and see things through a different lens.”
Aimee W, UK
Latest Blog Posts
Stories, insights and gentle guidance to support your self-discovery, emotional healing and spiritual awakening.
This post explores the the 7-7 energy in the Soul Contract – the heart-centred master number that invites us to heal shame, mend heartbreak, and come out of hiding. In this post, I share my personal experience of carrying strong 7-7s, and explore the journey back to self-acceptance, wholeness and true authenticity.
This blog explores the deeper psychology behind negative comments on social media, including the role of the ego and unconscious wounding, why negative Instagram comments happen, what they reveal, and how to handle criticism without taking it personally.
This post explores the 12-3 energy in the Soul Contract system, exploring themes of expansion, self-worth, burnout, emotional avoidance, and the ongoing learning around balance and creative self-expression.
Exploring the 8-8 energy in the Soul Contract system and how it shows up in your real life. In this post we dive into how the 8-8 energy is connected to emotional sensitivity, empathy, boundaries, embodiment, and learning how to feel safe in the body.
This post explores how emotions often show up in the body, and why so many of us avoid feeling them. Reflecting on how we suppress emotions, the ways we distract or numb ourselves, and how to gentle reconnect with those unprocessed feelings to release what we’ve been holding onto.
As you step into 2026, here are thirteen questions to help you pause and take stock of where you are, what you’re carrying, and what no longer fits for the year ahead. Not to create a perfect year through intentions or goal-setting, but perhaps just a more conscious one.
Explore an A-Z guide of the different labels we use to describe ourselves, and how each of these labels connects to a specific Soul Contract number, so you can see what these patterns reveal for you. This guide is a gentle, non-judgmental way to get to know yourself at a deeper level and embrace the unique blueprint of your soul.
Here, I share the 13 irrational fears holding me back, and how I’m working through them, We all have irrational fears that keep us stuck, small and limited. My hope is that by sharing mine, you’ll be able to face into yours, because when we bring our fears out into the open, we realise they’re not so scary after all.
This video explores what a Soul Contract is, how it works, and what it can reveal about your life, challenges, and deeper purpose. I explain the structure of the chart, walking you through my own written and personalised Soul Contract Report.
Exploring the themes of addiction in the Soul Contract, looking at how self-worth, trauma and creativity play a role. This post is for anyone curious about the Soul Contract work, emotional awareness, and understanding addictive patterns on a deeper spiritual level.
A gentle guide that explores six powerful healing practices to support self-awareness, emotional clearing, healthy boundaries, releasing fear, unravelling ego programming, and cultivating self-love - so you can step into greater clarity, sovereignty, and inner peace.
Here are the 10 biggest learnings from 2025 - the toughest challenges, the biggest breakthroughs, and the most potent lessons that will stay with me forever. From navigating how to be more present, wrestling self-worth, friendships, decision-making and loneliness, it’s been a powerful year of healing, and remembering my unlimited nature.
Exploring the surprising causes of burnout that most people miss, such as the hidden pressure to prove our worth, our lack of boundaries, and staying in denial that something’s wrong. Find the full article at tinybuddha.com.
Exploring the subtle ways shame shows up through each of the 22 Soul Contract numbers, gently looking at the patterns of hidden shame we carry, why they feel the way they do, and how to gracefully move though them.
What does being ‘spiritual’ really mean? Here I unpack the clichés and rigid ideas many of us pick up along the way. It’s a reminder that every soul’s journey is different, and spirituality isn’t about perfection, rules, or fitting a mould, it’s about awareness, self-honesty and living in a way that feels true to you.
In this post, I share why ChatGPT and AI can’t accurately decode your Soul Contract. Soul Contract readings are living transmissions that connect you to truth, emotion, and divine guidance, something that no algorithm can replicate. AI can be an incredible tool, but when it comes to understanding your soul, it simply can’t hold the frequency of that work.
This post explores what your Soul Contract can and can’t reveal about your life, from understanding your patterns, karma and purpose, to recognising where free will and growth come into play, offering a grounded perspective on how your Soul Contract serves as a map for your soul’s evolution.
Discover what your Soul Contract really means, why you’re here in this lifetime, and how understanding it can help you make sense of your patterns, challenges, and your soul's journey in this lifetime.
Explore the deeper emotional drivers behind spending money - why we buy, what we’re really seeking, and how our relationship with money reflects our sense of self-worth, safety, and fulfilment.
Being a sensitive soul can sometimes feel overwhelming, but our sensitivity is also our greatest strength. This post explores how sensitivity can become a source of deep wisdom, creativity, and strength when we learn to work with it, not against it.
What are the numbers in the Soul Contract Reading system that are all about love? Well, this is what I'm going to be covering in the sixth video of the Soul Contract Series.
What are the numbers in the Soul Contract Reading system that create intensity in our lives? Well, this is what I'm going to be covering in the fifth video of the Soul Contract Series.
This is my personal story about giving up alcohol for five years to choosing to drink again. I reflect on my relationship with sobriety and self-awareness, and what it means to move out of shame and into healthy self-worth.
What are the numbers in the Soul Contract Reading system that are all about feeling sensitive? Well, this is what I'm going to be covering in the fourth video of the Soul Contract Series.
This conversation on YouTube with Laila-Elizabeth Risdon explores the key difference between self-worth and self-esteem, as well as the deep connection between confidence, shame, and compassion.
What are the numbers in the Soul Contract Reading system that are all about feeling like an outsider? Well, this is what I'm going to be covering in the third video of the Soul Contract Series.
If you’re struggling with burnout and exhaustion, here’s 5 things to know to help you to come back into balance, strengthen your boundaries and recover your energy.
What are the numbers in the Soul Contract Reading system that are all about boundaries? Well, this is what I'm going to be covering in the second video of the Soul Contract Series.
What are the numbers in the Soul Contract Reading system that are all about power? Well, this is what I'm going to be covering in the first ever video of the Soul Contract Series.
About Antonya
My joy is guiding sensitive, spiritual souls through deep emotional healing, so they can feel at home in themselves and their lives.
My work is about guiding you to remember the truth and meaning of your incarnation, release the patterns and conditioning that weigh you down, and reconnect with the love that is always within you.
I know how heavy life can feel when you’re caught in patterns you can’t see clearly. My own journey has shown me that healing isn’t about ‘fixing what’s wrong’ but about building a softer, lighter, more trusting relationship with yourself - one rooted in compassion and deep self-awareness, as I believe that it’s from this place that real change becomes possible.
This is the heart of my work. We are all Spirit having a human experience, navigating a life that is physical, emotional, and sometimes overwhelming.
When we meet ourselves with compassion and begin to release the illusions keeping us separate, we move out of disconnection and into connection - with ourselves, with life, and with the love that is our true nature.
Dive deeper
Explore a collection of gentle resources, created to help you deepen your self-awareness, compassion, and confidence, from healing practices to soulful guides that support your emotional and spiritual growth.


An honest exploration of burnout, self-worth and the fear of slowing down. Here I unpack the excuses I tell myself to avoid resting - from productivity pressure and comparison to shame, privilege and time anxiety - and what true emotional healing and embodiment really ask of us.