Welcome to my blog
I’m Antonya and this is where I write about my journey to becoming the most confident and authentic version of who I came here to be. Explore my blog posts below or if you’re not sure what you’re looking for, use the categories or search box below.
Four Subtle Signs You’re Stuck in Survival Mode
In this blog, we dive into how stress and trauma affect our body and mind, causing us to react instead of respond, get stuck in freeze mode, struggle to find joy and suffer with symptoms. Explore how unresolved trauma can cause us to stay in survival mode, and recommendations to get out of it.
7 Powerful Quotes to Help You Understand and Unlock Shame
Explore the impact of shame, self-judgment, and self-criticism on self-worth, and discover how compassion and love can help you release these limiting emotions. Learn from powerful quotes on shame and begin your journey to emotional healing and greater self-acceptance.
5 Books That Will Transform Your Healing Journey
Discover the five books that have supported me on my personal emotional healing journey, and transformed my life. These five books have helped me to build trust, emotional resilience, confidence and fearlessness in my life, and I hope they can inspire you in the same way.
How to Let Go of Past Identities and Embrace Your True Self
Release attachments to your past, overcome comparison, and embrace your authentic self through learning how to release grief and fear holding you back. This blog offers insights and steps to live fully in the present and align with your unique path.
Building Emotional Resilience Through Understanding Trauma, Stress and Self-Worth
Discover the keys to building emotional resilience and navigating stress with greater ease through understanding the role of trauma, self-worth and our nervous system. Perfect for those seeking deeper self-awareness and practical strategies for inner peace.
How to Feel Free When You Feel Stuck
Feeling stuck? This post explores how to find freedom by overcoming fear, breaking free of role expectations, and letting go of comparison. Learn how embracing change can help you create an authentic and aligned life where you feel free to be your true self.
This Is Why I Find Friendships So Hard
Exploring the challenges of setting boundaries in friendships, this post reflects on guilt, social expectations, and the journey to embrace authentic relationships that truly nourish the soul
Why You Can’t Slow Down Even Though You Want To
Exploring the impact of 12-3 Soul Contract energy on impatience, urgency, and burnout, and how this energy drives avoidance, addiction, and a fast-paced life. Explore your own Soul Contract to gain greater self-awareness and achieve personal healing and growth.
Stop Chasing the Future
Discover how to find balance between goals and joy, and find out how letting go embracing the present can lead to greater fulfilment, emotional resilience, and a more meaningful life.
This is How Divine Healing Can Enhance Your Life
Divine Healing is a powerful way of helping the body release trauma, sabotaging beliefs, ego agendas and low frequency programmes, through grace, love, self-awareness and connection to the Universe and our Higher Self.
How to fall in love
Falling in love is something that we all long for, yet how can we move past the emotional blocks that get in the way of us experiencing the love we deserve? This is my story and I hope by sharing it you’ll see how capable and worthy of love you truly are.
Where does emotional stress lodge itself in the body?
The language of the body is emotions and in Traditional Chinese Medicine the understanding of where emotions are stored in our body is based on the five element chart. So, where does emotional stress lodge itself in the body?
You don’t need to heal (and this is why)
You don’t need to heal because you are perfect, whole and complete just as you are. The only thing we need to do is to release and clear the trauma that is stuck in our fields and distorting our vision, making us chase things outside of ourselves.
Is resentment a thorn in your side (and are you ready to pull it out)?
Resentment is program within us all, born from a belief in lack and limitation as well as a feeling of being undeserving and unworthy of abundance. So, how can we understand it on a deeper level and release ourselves from it's shadow?
How to let go of comparison and embrace your gifts
Comparison is something that sneaks up on all of us, so how can we free ourselves from the negative spiral of comparison and come back to remembering and appreciating how truly wonderful we are?
5 signs you're opening up to higher consciousness
On your path of spiritual growth you might notice some signs and symptoms which show you that you are opening up to a higher state consciousness. Here, I share the five signs that I've noticed along my way.
Feeling stuck? Here's 5 ways to unstick yourself
If you’re feeling stuck in a situation that doesn’t feel freeing for your soul, let me share some of the ways you can free yourself and fall back into alignment with yourself, so you can reconnect to your peace and trust that all is well.
How to slow down when you're always in a rush
If you're constantly rushing around feeling exhausted and burnt out, understanding the energies in your Soul Contract, as well as the subconscious programming keeping you busy, may help you slow down.
Why leaning back is the key to moving forwards
The harder we push, the more the very thing that we want moves away from us. So how can move out of a vibration of lack and longing, using the practice of aparigraha, and lean back into a state of receiving?
3 things that happen when you start healing
When you start healing miracles can happen, your relationship with yourself and your body changes and you start to shine your light and welcome in new possibilities and opportunities into your life.