In this post I reflect on my five years of sobriety and the decision I recently made to drink once more. I explore the emotions of guilt, self-awareness, and personal growth, sharing how I learned to trust myself and embrace freedom from labels, control and fear.

When we're in a state of emotional turmoil it can feel overwhelming and out of control. Yet big emotions are an opportunity for us to access and alchemise the deep subconscious programming to create powerful shifts in our life.

Exploring the world of Gilead and how the prophecy of Margaret Atwood, combined with the history of our past, can help us avoid the horror of a future where dystopia and totalitariasm thrive in a world of extremism and fear.