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3 Signs Your Ego’s in Control

When the ego is in the driving seat, life can feel busy, repetitive and disconnected. By recognising the signs, like constant doing, repeating patterns, or struggling to be present, we can gently bring awareness, so we can move through life with greater ease.

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After 5 Years Sober Here’s Why I Chose to Drink Again

In this post I reflect on my five years of sobriety and the decision I recently made to drink once more. I explore the emotions of guilt, self-awareness, and personal growth, sharing how I learned to trust myself and embrace freedom from labels, control and fear.

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A Handmaid’s warning

Exploring the world of Gilead and how the prophecy of Margaret Atwood, combined with the history of our past, can help us avoid the horror of a future where dystopia and totalitariasm thrive in a world of extremism and fear.

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