Welcome to my blog
I’m Antonya and this is where I write about my journey to becoming the most confident and authentic version of who I came here to be. Explore my blog posts below or if you’re not sure what you’re looking for, use the categories or search box below.
Why You Can’t Slow Down Even Though You Want To
Exploring the impact of 12-3 Soul Contract energy on impatience, urgency, and burnout, and how this energy drives avoidance, addiction, and a fast-paced life. Explore your own Soul Contract to gain greater self-awareness and achieve personal healing and growth.
When the healing journey hits you hard
Delving into the emotional highs and lows of life and spiritual awakening, sharing how to embrace the emotions that are ready to be released for healing and growth, and offering support to those on a journey of self-discovery and emotional resilience.
This is How Divine Healing Can Enhance Your Life
Divine Healing is a powerful way of helping the body release trauma, sabotaging beliefs, ego agendas and low frequency programmes, through grace, love, self-awareness and connection to the Universe and our Higher Self.
7 secrets hidden within your Soul Contract
Discover the 7 secrets hidden within your Soul Contract that can help you gain a deeper understanding of who you truly are and support you as you move forwards in your life.
What’s the difference between the ego and the soul?
What is the difference between the ego and the soul? The ego drives thoughts, words and actions from a place of fear and lack. The soul drives them from love, nourishing our self esteem.
When life gives you lemons - how to handle big emotions
When we're in a state of emotional turmoil it can feel overwhelming and out of control. Yet big emotions are an opportunity for us to access and alchemise the deep subconscious programming to create powerful shifts in our life.
You don’t need to heal (and this is why)
You don’t need to heal because you are perfect, whole and complete just as you are. The only thing we need to do is to release and clear the trauma that is stuck in our fields and distorting our vision, making us chase things outside of ourselves.
Is resentment a thorn in your side (and are you ready to pull it out)?
Resentment is program within us all, born from a belief in lack and limitation as well as a feeling of being undeserving and unworthy of abundance. So, how can we understand it on a deeper level and release ourselves from it's shadow?
How to let go of comparison and embrace your gifts
Comparison is something that sneaks up on all of us, so how can we free ourselves from the negative spiral of comparison and come back to remembering and appreciating how truly wonderful we are?
Do you know your worth?
It can take us a lifetime to truly know our self-worth, yet it's the challenging life experiences that we encounter along the way that encourage us overcome them so we can land in a place of clarity, wisdom and self-compassion.
A Handmaid’s warning
Exploring the world of Gilead and how the prophecy of Margaret Atwood, combined with the history of our past, can help us avoid the horror of a future where dystopia and totalitariasm thrive in a world of extremism and fear.
The wonder of suffering and the key to letting go
The sages say it that suffering is a choice, yet suffering is inevitable for there there is much that we must let go of and unlearn before we understand how to ease ourselves out of suffering. It's all too easy to spiritually bypass suffering without realising it is an essential part of our reality that will grant us our spiritual and emotional freedom.
Are you overstretching into overwhelm?
Without even realising it's happened, we can stretch ourselves so thin, trying to do it all and have it all, that we can snap, which is exactly what happened to me.
Are you rushing your spiritual growth?
All good things take time and our spiritual growth is no exception. So, what are the traps that we fall into and how can we learn to be patient with ourselves and our spiritual journey?
Feeling rejected? This might help
The pain of rejection can be hard to handle, but how can we understand it in a different light and give ourselves some comfort and reassurance that we're enough exactly as we are? This is a post all about recognising our value and self-worth.
How to stay in your own lane (and avoid comparison)
Comparison is deeply-rooted in human nature, but how can we avoid it to stay fulfilled and happy in our lives? In this article, I'll show you how to let go of comparing yourselves to others, so you can find more joy and freedom in your life.
What are your core values?
Core values are our guiding principles that navigate us through the choppy waters of this life and help us to live through awareness rather than through Ego.
Your fear of judgement owns you and you don’t even know it
Fear of judgement is a deeply rooted human emotion. One that hides behind other surface level emotions, tricking us into believing it's not really there. But it is, and most of us aren't even aware of its existance.
Exposing the darkness of fear-driven hate
By shining our bright light into the dark corners in which fear and hate resides, we expose it. It has nowhere to hide under the light of our scrutiny.
We’re in a spiritual battle where normality cannot exist
We live in reality yet exist in illusion. One that most can’t recognise. It’s this mind-bending existence that makes living normally an utterly impossible feat.