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13 Irrational Fears That Hold Me Back

Here, I share the 13 irrational fears holding me back, and how I’m working through them, We all have irrational fears that keep us stuck, small and limited. My hope is that by sharing mine, you’ll be able to face into yours, because when we bring our fears out into the open, we realise they’re not so scary after all.

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10 Things I Learned in 2025

Here are the 10 biggest learnings from 2025 - the toughest challenges, the biggest breakthroughs, and the most potent lessons that will stay with me forever. From navigating how to be more present, wrestling self-worth, friendships, decision-making and loneliness, it’s been a powerful year of healing, and remembering my unlimited nature.

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Why the Coaching Culture Feels So Wrong

In this post, I share my reflections on why parts of the coaching culture feel so out of alignment. From false promises to manipulative marketing, I explore what I’ve seen, what I’ve experienced, and why true healing feels so very different.

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After 5 Years Sober Here’s Why I Chose to Drink Again

In this post I reflect on my five years of sobriety and the decision I recently made to drink once more. I explore the emotions of guilt, self-awareness, and personal growth, sharing how I learned to trust myself and embrace freedom from labels, control and fear.

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A Handmaid’s warning

Exploring the world of Gilead and how the prophecy of Margaret Atwood, combined with the history of our past, can help us avoid the horror of a future where dystopia and totalitariasm thrive in a world of extremism and fear.

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At 3 years sober here's what I know for sure

I was never an alcoholic, but in the years leading up to my final decision to cut alcohol out of my life for good, like a bad ex boyfriend, I started to have a funny feeling around alcohol. Drinking was becoming slightly tainted. Something that was fast reaching its sell-by date.

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