Deep emotional healing to transform your reality and align your life.
I help you release what’s holding you back, using powerful tools and techniques, so you can relax into who you truly are, and navigate life with greater freedom, confidence and ease.
Do you wish to let go of what’s holding you back?
I’m Antonya Catahlinah Beamish and I’m here to help you break free from deep-seated ego programming, past trauma, and limiting subconscious beliefs.
Through Soul Contract Readings, Divine Healing Sessions, and Group Memberships, I am here to support you, so you can uncover a deeper sense of self-awareness, inner peace, and confidence in who you truly are.
If you’re ready to take back command of your life, and experience radical shifts as you heal from the inside out, I’m here to guide you every step of the way.
I’m here to guide you towards your most authentic self, so you can:
Understand yourself more deeply and embrace both your strengths and challenges.
Let go of people-pleasing, comparison, and expectations of others that no longer serve your growth.
Live with purpose by choosing the paths that feel meaningful, joyful, and aligned with who you truly are.
Accept yourself fully so you can live from a place of non-judgement, self-love and worth.
Create a foundation for a life of freedom and fulfillment that is meaningful and aligned to you.

Discover the transformational power of deep emotional healing
Explore a profound and compassionate way to understand yourself with this free 20-minute webinar that invites you to step into an inspiring space of clarity, connection, and self-discovery.
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"Antonia is an incredibly gifted space holder, she has helped me understand why I feel the way I feel and illuminate what I needed to see. I feel so held by her, her gentleness makes me feel so safe, her laser like precision gets to the core of an issue without a flinch, in the most kind and loving way."
Alex C, UK
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"For people who are not sure about what they want to do I think it would be huge. Everything is in the chart, it's mind blowing, honestly.”
Karim N, UK
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“This lady is magic.. I cannot rate her highly enough.”
Chris J, UK
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"Antonia is a warm and nurturing person, she made me understand my struggles...those numbers are accurate in describing the personality… She let me see the big picture and understand more why we are here or what we need to work with to be the best version we can be."
Arlette D, US
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"I am blown away by how accurately you have picked up on the deeper aspects of who I am. It's just been so insightful to learn what's really driving my life and what the opportunities are for growth -- it's like a roadmap to living a fulfilled and spiritually successful life. What a relief to know what I'm really here to do, and what my gifts and talents are! Amazing!!”
Trudie M, South America
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"She is extremely skilled in what she does which is having the ability to access the source of problems and to resolve them. After just a few sessions I have found the results to be life changing offering a joyous freedom.”
Penny P, UK
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"Antonia is wonderful. She is a lovely, gentle soul who shares her extraordinary wisdom in a way that is easy to understand and integrate. If you are wanting to work with an exceptional, insightful healer, work with Antonia. You really won’t be disappointed.”
Francesca N, UK
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“I cannot put into words how much Antonia has helped me, I feel so much lighter and better equipped to deal with all my issues. Her kindness, compassion, dedication and skills are so rare these days. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.”
Tracey W, UK
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“I booked a session with Antonia with very little knowledge of what I was to expect and it’s fair to say I was totally blown away."
Marie C-D, UK
Discover how you can work with me
Soul Contract Reading
Discover the secrets hidden within your Soul Contract to overcome your challenges, unlock the wisdom within you and awaken to the truth of who you are.
Your Divine Alchemy
A transformative 4-month programme of emotional healing and self-discovery to create meaningful, lasting change that ripples through every aspect of your life.
Your Authentic Soul
A unique monthly membership designed to support you on your healing journey as you discover the joy of being your most confident, authentic and resilient self.
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Discover insights and inspiration in my blog
Read the latest reflections as I navigate my own healing journey, along with gentle guidance to help you become the most confident, resilient, and authentic version of yourself.
Letting go, especially of people and the past, can be deeply challenging, but it’s a vital part of growth and healing. However, change is a constant in our life and letting go is a part of that. This blog explores why letting go is so hard and how to honour the process.
Struggling with financial security, a scarcity mindset and balance? I recently took an abundance training that revealed three powerful shifts in my mindset. While I’m no expert, I’m sharing my biggest takeaways for you here.
Embarking on a spiritual journey can feel overwhelming and intense. Yet it can also feel exciting and transformative. Whether you're just beginning or deep into your spiritual awakening, this guide explores the essence of self-discovery, divine connection, and grounding in a shifting reality.
Discover how fear and self-sabotage can hold us back from our dreams and how to gently reframe those fears into opportunities. Learn practical steps to question your fears, embrace possibilities, and move forward with confidence and compassion.
How do self-sabotage, comparison and procrastination hold you back in your life? In this blog post we explore these three ego behaviours, the link between fear and low self-worth, and how we can overcome them.
Discover the transformative power of the 11-2 energy in your soul contract. Explore how this sensitive number guides emotional resilience, nurtures growth, and helps you navigate life's challenges with confidence and joy.
In this blog, we dive into how stress and trauma affect our body and mind, causing us to react instead of respond, get stuck in freeze mode, struggle to find joy and suffer with symptoms. Explore how unresolved trauma can cause us to stay in survival mode, and recommendations to get out of it.
Discover the meaning of your numbers in your Soul Contract in this handy guide. Your Soul Contract is like a map that shows where you’ve been, where you are, and where you’re headed. Learn how the 22 divine energies linked to your name can guide your growth and help you reconnect with your true self.
Explore the impact of shame, self-judgment, and self-criticism on self-worth, and discover how compassion and love can help you release these limiting emotions. Learn from powerful quotes on shame and begin your journey to emotional healing and greater self-acceptance.
Explore the journey of comparison and discover the three layers of comparison - strangers, peers, and ourselves - and learn how to embrace self-acceptance and cultivate awareness for a more fulfilling life.
Discover the five books that have supported me on my personal emotional healing journey, and transformed my life. These five books have helped me to build trust, emotional resilience, confidence and fearlessness in my life, and I hope they can inspire you in the same way.
Before booking your Soul Contract Reading, consider how it can deepen your self-awareness, highlight possibilities, empower your choices, and guide your personal growth.
Discover the insights of a Soul Contract Reading, uncovering how your name’s unique vibration shapes your life’s challenges and gifts. Embrace self-discovery, activate hidden talents, and align with yourself on your spiritual and emotional journey.
Explore the profound healing potential of the seven energy in your soul contract. Discover how to embrace your authenticity, connect with others, and navigate your journey of self-discovery through healing the heart and letting yourself be seen.
Explore the transformative energy of the 8 frequency in your Soul Contract. Discover how to embrace your emotions, establish meaningful connections, and navigate life's challenges with love and compassion.
Discover the emotional journey of quitting Instagram and the fears that come with it: fear of missing out, losing relevance, and making mistakes. Perfect for entrepreneurs and individuals seeking balance and freedom from the pressures of online visibility.
In this post I reflect on my five years of sobriety and the decision I recently made to drink once more. I explore the emotions of guilt, self-awareness, and personal growth, sharing how I learned to trust myself and embrace freedom from labels, control and fear.
This blog post explores the interconnectedness of confidence, self-worth, and self-acceptance. It outlines practical steps for nurturing these qualities, such as building inner awareness, practicing self-compassion, and letting go of comparisons.
Release attachments to your past, overcome comparison, and embrace your authentic self through learning how to release grief and fear holding you back. This blog offers insights and steps to live fully in the present and align with your unique path.
Discover the keys to building emotional resilience and navigating stress with greater ease through understanding the role of trauma, self-worth and our nervous system. Perfect for those seeking deeper self-awareness and practical strategies for inner peace.
Feeling stuck? This post explores how to find freedom by overcoming fear, breaking free of role expectations, and letting go of comparison. Learn how embracing change can help you create an authentic and aligned life where you feel free to be your true self.
Limiting beliefs can hold us back in life, often without us realising. In this post, I share a simple, personal process to help you uncover and release those beliefs. With practical steps and gentle reflection, you can clear the blocks keeping you stuck and start creating a life that feels more aligned and free.
Discover how to overcome fear, procrastination, and self-doubt when starting new projects. Exploring procrastination, fear of failure, and the role of self-worth in building true confidence and bringing your ideas to life.
Feeling trapped in survival mode? Discover key signs like disrupted sleep and heightened reactions, along with practical ways to shift from stress to balance, restore calm, and build lasting resilience
A Soul Contract Reading is a powerful and catalytic way to understand the hidden dynamics in your relationships. Soul Contract Readings can be healing and empowering for you, as you understand the karmic clashes and bonds between you and the people in your life.
Exploring the challenges of setting boundaries in friendships, this post reflects on guilt, social expectations, and the journey to embrace authentic relationships that truly nourish the soul
Exploring the impact of 12-3 Soul Contract energy on impatience, urgency, and burnout, and how this energy drives avoidance, addiction, and a fast-paced life. Explore your own Soul Contract to gain greater self-awareness and achieve personal healing and growth.
Delving into the emotional highs and lows of life and spiritual awakening, sharing how to embrace the emotions that are ready to be released for healing and growth, and offering support to those on a journey of self-discovery and emotional resilience.
Four blissful ways to keep yourself nourished this winter is my go-to guide this winter to keep myself, and my sanity, intact in the dark months ahead. Read on to find your warmth, inspiration and guidance this winter.
Many of us have a vision for our lives, but hidden blocks keep us stuck and playing small. This post explores four key obstacles: a lack of grounding, trying to stay in control, impatience, and limiting beliefs, that prevent our growth and expansion.