Deep emotional healing to bring you home to yourself.

I gently guide you in letting go of what no longer serves you, bringing awareness to the hidden patterns that keep you out of alignment - so you can soften into self-compassion and move through life with greater clarity, trust, and ease.

Do you long to feel more connected, peaceful, and at ease within yourself?

I’m Antonya Catahlinah Beamish, and I’m here to support you in learning to love and accept yourself just as you are.

Through Soul Contract Readings, Divine Healing Sessions, and intimate Memberships, I help you gently release the patterns, fears, and beliefs that no longer serve you, so you can reconnect with your inner wisdom, deepen your self-awareness, and live in greater alignment with your soul.

My work supports you in building a loving relationship with yourself - one rooted in compassion, deep self-awareness, and ease.

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  • "Antonia is an incredibly gifted space holder, she has helped me understand why I feel the way I feel and illuminate what I needed to see. I feel so held by her, her gentleness makes me feel so safe, her laser like precision gets to the core of an issue without a flinch, in the most kind and loving way."

    Alex C, UK

  • "For people who are not sure about what they want to do I think it would be huge. Everything is in the chart, it's mind blowing, honestly.”

    Karim N, UK

  • “This lady is magic.. I cannot rate her highly enough.”

    Chris J, UK

  • "Antonia is a warm and nurturing person, she made me understand my struggles...those numbers are accurate in describing the personality… She let me see the big picture and understand more why we are here or what we need to work with to be the best version we can be."

    Arlette D, US

  • "I am blown away by how accurately you have picked up on the deeper aspects of who I am. It's just been so insightful to learn what's really driving my life and what the opportunities are for growth -- it's like a roadmap to living a fulfilled and spiritually successful life. What a relief to know what I'm really here to do, and what my gifts and talents are! Amazing!!”

    Trudie M, South America

  • "She is extremely skilled in what she does which is having the ability to access the source of problems and to resolve them. After just a few sessions I have found the results to be life changing offering a joyous freedom.”

    Penny P, UK

  • "Antonia is wonderful. She is a lovely, gentle soul who shares her extraordinary wisdom in a way that is easy to understand and integrate. If you are wanting to work with an exceptional, insightful healer, work with Antonia. You really won’t be disappointed.”

    Francesca N, UK

  • “I cannot put into words how much Antonia has helped me, I feel so much lighter and better equipped to deal with all my issues. Her kindness, compassion, dedication and skills are so rare these days. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.”

    Tracey W, UK

  • “I booked a session with Antonia with very little knowledge of what I was to expect and it’s fair to say I was totally blown away."

    Marie C-D, UK

  • "“Antonya is not only such a pure JOY to work with, she is also incredibly knowledgeable, in-tune, intuitive, kind and compassionate. She holds an very safe and nurturing space, whilst also sharing the perfect degree of clear insight, guidance and support. It's rare to find someone so generous, kind and light, who also knows how to apply their power with so much grace. As a fellow Soul Plan practitioner, it's also been super cool to dive deeper into her school's approach and see things through a different lens.”

    Aimee W, UK

Discover how you can work with me

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Soul Contract
Reading

Gain lasting insights on your unique strengths, challenges, and the path you’re here to walk, that will stay with you for a lifetime.

Divine Healing
Sessions

Release emotional patterns, trauma and limiting beliefs, so you can move forward with more trust, ease and freedom in your life.

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Your Inner Light
Sanctuary

A monthly group healing membership, in an intimate space, to return to yourself, receive gentle support, and deepen into your healing journey.

I’m here to guide you back to yourself, so you can release the past, reconnect with your soul, trust your path, and move through life with deeper clarity, compassion and self-love.

Ready to explore further?

Whether you're craving deeper healing or simply curious about your inner world, I invite you to watch my free 20-minute webinar that offers a compassionate and powerful way to reconnect with your true self.

We’ll explore:

  • Why healing isn’t about fixing, it’s about releasing outdated beliefs

  • How trauma and ego programming shape your reality

  • The core principles of emotional self-discovery that free you from old patterns

  • How Divine Healing can support meaningful, lasting change

Discover insights and inspiration in my blog

Read my latest reflections as I share my healing journey, along with thoughtful insights to support you in embracing your true self with greater ease and confidence.

Musings
A Guide to the Deeper Lessons in Each Soul Contract Number

Your Soul Contract is a spiritual map based on your birth name that reveals your soul’s journey, challenges, and purpose. Here, I explore the push and pull dynamics of each number, revealing the deeper meanings, and share the ways in which a live reading can bring even greater insight.

How to Let Go of Hardship and the Cycle of Self-Punishment

Discover how to release emotional hardship and break free from the cycle of self-punishment. This post explores the deeper roots of suffering, offering gentle insights and practical steps to support your emotional healing journey and spiritual awakening journey.

Three Decisions to Take That Make Life Easier in the Long Run

Here I explore the three powerful life decisions that support long-term emotional healing and spiritual growth: feeling your emotions in the moment, speaking your truth sooner, and taking action on difficult tasks before procrastination sets in.

The 5 Big Questions a Soul Contract Reading Can Answer About Your Life

Discover the five most common questions people ask during a Soul Contract reading and how the answers can support your spiritual growth and awakening. This post explores soul purpose, life lessons, personal gifts, obstacles, and decision-making through the lens of your unique Soul Contract.

Love, Money and Abundance in your Soul Contract

Where do our blocks around money come from and how can we heal them? This post explores how the energies in your Soul Contract reveals the deeper roots of your relationship with money, abundance, and self-worth.

Your Soul’s Journey to Awaken and Embrace Your Hidden Power

This post explores the journey to empowerment through understanding Soul Contract energies, as well as the challenges of asserting power, overcoming past trauma, and creating healthy boundaries. By tapping into the deeper understanding of power within, we can reclaim our inherent strength.

How to Recognise (and Walk Away From) Emotional Manipulators

Emotional manipulators are like energy vampires, rather than taking your energy they emotionally manipulate you in subtle ways to feel in control. In this post I explore how to recognise, and walk away from, those people who want to manipulate you.

How to read your Soul Contract

Your Soul Contract is an agreement your soul made in this lifetime to work through a certain set of experiences, broken down into karma, talents, goals and your soul destiny. Here, I show you how to understand you Soul Contract.

My 5 Favourite Energy Dynamics in Soul Contracts

Discover the fascinating energy dynamics between key Soul Contract numbers. In this post, I explore common number pairings, revealing their unique challenges and lessons - perfect if you're seeking deeper clarity and awareness of your own chart.

The Illusion of Control: Unpacking Perfectionism

Perfectionism, control, and self-worth are deeply connected. This post explores how the fear of being seen, exposing our shame, people-pleasing, and the need for approval drive perfectionist tendencies and mask our inner turmoil.

10 Crazy-Good Healing Charts (I Use All the Time)

Discover 10 powerful Divine Healing charts I use with clients to release hidden blocks, clear trauma, and unlock change. Learn how these tools help shift deep subconscious patterns, self-sabotage, and emotional programming.

Three Spiritual Clichés That Are Easier Said Than Done

Many well-meaning spiritual clichés, like 'just trust the process' or 'just let go', can feel invalidating when oversimplified. This post explores why we use them, how they impact others, and how there might be more impactful ways we can support people, beyond a well-meaning spiritual phrase.

Why Do We Do Things in Excess?

Why do we overeat or engage in excess? This post explores the emotional, psychological, and spiritual reasons behind overeating: how it provides safety, numbs emotions, and helps us feel grounded. Learn how to shift these patterns and find deeper healing.

Four Hidden Blocks That Keep Us Playing Small

Many of us have a vision for our lives, but hidden blocks keep us stuck and playing small. This post explores four key obstacles: a lack of grounding, trying to stay in control, impatience, and limiting beliefs, that prevent our growth and expansion.

Why Letting Go Is So Hard (And How to Support Yourself Through It)

Letting go, especially of people and the past, can be deeply challenging, but it’s a vital part of growth and healing. However, change is a constant in our life and letting go is a part of that. This blog explores why letting go is so hard and how to honour the process.

Here's 3 Things I Recently Learned About Abundance

Struggling with financial security, a scarcity mindset and balance? I recently took an abundance training that revealed three powerful shifts in my mindset. While I’m no expert, I’m sharing my biggest takeaways for you here.

Four Ways to Stay Grounded On Your Spiritual Journey

Embarking on a spiritual journey can feel overwhelming and intense. Yet it can also feel exciting and transformative. Whether you're just beginning or deep into your spiritual awakening, this guide explores the essence of self-discovery, divine connection, and grounding in a shifting reality.

How to Break Free from Self-Sabotage

Discover how fear and self-sabotage can hold us back from our dreams and how to gently reframe those fears into opportunities. Learn practical steps to question your fears, embrace possibilities, and move forward with confidence and compassion.

Three Classic Ego Behaviors That Hold You Back

How do self-sabotage, comparison and procrastination hold you back in your life? In this blog post we explore these three ego behaviours, the link between fear and low self-worth, and how we can overcome them.

The Trials, Transformation & Trauma of the 11-2 Energy in the Soul Contract System

Discover the transformative power of the 11-2 energy in your soul contract. Explore how this sensitive number guides emotional resilience, nurtures growth, and helps you navigate life's challenges with confidence and joy.

Four Subtle Signs You’re Stuck in Survival Mode

In this blog, we dive into how stress and trauma affect our body and mind, causing us to react instead of respond, get stuck in freeze mode, struggle to find joy and suffer with symptoms. Explore how unresolved trauma can cause us to stay in survival mode, and recommendations to get out of it.

Your Simple Guide to Understanding the Soul Contract Numbers

Discover the meaning of your numbers in your Soul Contract in this handy guide. Your Soul Contract is like a map that shows where you’ve been, where you are, and where you’re headed. Learn how the 22 divine energies linked to your name can guide your growth and help you reconnect with your true self.

7 Powerful Quotes to Help You Understand and Unlock Shame

Explore the impact of shame, self-judgment, and self-criticism on self-worth, and discover how compassion and love can help you release these limiting emotions. Learn from powerful quotes on shame and begin your journey to emotional healing and greater self-acceptance.

The 3 Degrees of Comparison - Who Are You Comparing Yourself to?

Explore the journey of comparison and discover the three layers of comparison - strangers, peers, and ourselves - and learn how to embrace self-acceptance and cultivate awareness for a more fulfilling life.

5 Books That Will Transform Your Healing Journey

Discover the five books that have supported me on my personal emotional healing journey, and transformed my life. These five books have helped me to build trust, emotional resilience, confidence and fearlessness in my life, and I hope they can inspire you in the same way.

5 Things to Remember Before You Book Your Soul Contract Reading

Before booking your Soul Contract Reading, consider how it can deepen your self-awareness, highlight possibilities, empower your choices, and guide your personal growth.

What is a Soul Contract Reading?

Discover the insights of a Soul Contract Reading, uncovering how your name’s unique vibration shapes your life’s challenges and gifts. Embrace self-discovery, activate hidden talents, and align with yourself on your spiritual and emotional journey.

Unlocking the Power of 7-7 in Your Soul Contract: Healing & Manifesting Your Desires

Explore the profound healing potential of the seven energy in your soul contract. Discover how to embrace your authenticity, connect with others, and navigate your journey of self-discovery through healing the heart and letting yourself be seen.

Exploring the 8-8 Frequency in Your Soul Contract: Emotions, Grounding & Relationships

Explore the transformative energy of the 8 frequency in your Soul Contract. Discover how to embrace your emotions, establish meaningful connections, and navigate life's challenges with love and compassion.

Three fears holding me back from quitting Instagram (and how I’m letting go)

Discover the emotional journey of quitting Instagram and the fears that come with it: fear of missing out, losing relevance, and making mistakes. Perfect for entrepreneurs and individuals seeking balance and freedom from the pressures of online visibility.

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